Oftentimes, I feel as if I live behind a mask, one made from all those things which obscure the things that lie behind. I feel as though my heart would break at the very sight of my own face, not to mention those of others. My mind is addled, rife with holes, ripped apart and sewn back together time and time again with each passing day that feels like a year. It is not even two o’clock yet. I am told that time goes faster as you age but my own experience has been one of aching deceleration; my sense of time continues to slow down. Each passing second threatens to become a lifetime, lest I find some way to lose myself. A devastating cycle, truly. Without further ado…
Back, Behind The Mask
There,
in darkness abounds
on that far side of the moon
a face from brass
and eyes from glass,
and in this face
one might see
something seldom seen
in reflections past.
Lights that pass
betwixt the stars
time and time again,
illuminating
and
elucidating
those things
so seldom seen
in times that have passed.
Entombed by iron in steely visage,
behind this mask lies an unspeakable image.
Every garbled word
and metal clang
belies a gentle soul
caged and shackled
in alloys unkind.