Foolproof

Howdy folks. I’ve spent a significant amount of time the past week in a confused state, but things are certainly looking up. I can’t say for certain if one thing means another, sure, but when I wake up I know the Sun will call my name. Without further ado…

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Foolproof

I feel as though something sinister lies beneath the surface,

so familiar, 

and yet unknown. 

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I have often thought myself fearless,

once because of anger,

once because of stupidity,

once because of love.

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I forget myself in my bravado,

too comfortable, too comfortable.

I allowed myself the privilege: 

A life without fear.

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For a moment I laid in its warm embrace,

sat up in it,

and lived in it. 

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How important are those around me and yet,

I forget. 

Awareness brings its own embrace.

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Once I was a fool,

and now I am a fool again.